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Temptation-

Why won't you leave me alone?

Lurking Every Corner, everywhere I go

Self Control-

Don't turn your back on me now

When I need you the most

Constant pressure tests my will

My will or my won't

My Self Control escapes from me still...

Hypocrite-

How could you be so cruel

and expect my faith in return?

Resistance-

Is not as hard as it seems

When you close the door

I spent so long trusting in you

I trust you forgot

Just when I thought I believed in you...

"What're you doing?

What're you doing?"

It's time for me to deal

Becoming all too real

living in fear-

Why did you lie and pretend?

This has come to an end

I'll never trust you again

It's time you made your amends

Look in the mirror my friend

"That I haven't behaved as I should"

"Everything you need is around you.

The only danger is inside you."

"I thought you could control life,

but it's not like that. There are

things you can't control."

Let's stare the problem right in the eye

It's plagued me from coast to coast

Racing the clock to please everyone

All but the one who matters the most

Reflections of reality

are slowly coming into view

How in the hell could you possibly forgive me?

After all the hell I put you through

It's time for me to deal

Becoming all too real

living in fear-

Why'd I betray my friend?

Lying until the end

Living life so pretend

It's time to make my amends

I'll never hurt you again

Daybreak

at the bottom of lake

it's a hundred degrees I can't breathe

And I won't get out

'til I figure it out

Though I'm weak like I can't believe

So you tell me 'trust me' l can trust you

Just let me show you

But I gotta work it out in a shadow of doubt

'cause I don't know if I know you

Doing fine but don't waste my time

Tell me what it is you want to say

You sin, you win, just let me in - hurry

I've been out in the rain all day

So you tell me 'trust me' I can trust you

as far as I can throw you

And I'm trying to get out of a shadow of doubt

'cause I don't know if I know you

[Chorus:]

Don't tell me you wanted me

Don't tell me you thought of me

I won't, I swear I won't

(Did)

I'll try, I swear I'll try

(Lie)

Mother Mary quite contrary

Kiss the boys and make them wary

Things are getting just a little bit scary

It's a wonder I can still breathe

Never been much of a doubting Thomas

but nothing breaks like a broken promise

You tell me 'bout your two more coming

but once is just enough for me

[Chorus]

I had gotten used to being a soul destroyed

She comes in apparently to fill the void

All dogs need a leash and

at least I'll forget it

And she would never hurt me though

she's never said it

But I'm not gonna ask her today

I don't wanna scare her away

Your town, I'm all alone

and I just can't stare at the phone

I wanna talk about lifelong mistakes

and you can tell your stepfather I said so

[Chorus]

Caramelizado também é tão bom...

Gosto de me sentir assim...
Feliz...

Sempre preferi gelatina a doces muito complicados...
Nem tão pouco necessito de me armar em pseudo poeta...mas sim, aprimorar o meu sentido crítico e descobrir onde há ou não falinhas mansas que nos enganam e pregam partidas....

Agradeço todas as cabeçadas na vida que dei...sem excepção.

Sejam felizes!

Take me down this road
I've been done here once before
Take me down this road
Once again, never again, forever more
Take me down this road once more

Take this love
Take this life
Take this blood
It'll never die
Take this love
Take this life
Take this blood
It'll never die
This ain't the last goodbye

Take me down this road
Just to see a smile on your face
Take me down this road
All that is and all that was can't be replaced
Take me down this road once more

Take this love
Take this life
Take this blood
It'll never die
Take this love
Take this life
Take this blood
It'll never die
This ain't the last goodbye

Take this love
Take this life
Take this blood
It'll never die
Take this love
Take this life
Take this blood
It'll never die
This ain't the last goodbye

Sentidos!?!

Nunca fui daqueles que fazem muito sentido... 

Coma. 

Hey you caught me in a coma 
And I don't think I wanna 
Ever come back to this... World again 
Kinda like it in a coma 
'Cause no one's ever gonna 
Oh, make me come back to this... World again 
Now I feel as if I'm floating away 
I can't feel all the pressure 
And I like it this way 
But my body's callin' 
Won't ya come back to this... World again 
Suspended deep in a sea of black 
I've got the light at the end 
I've got the bones on the mast 
Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' 
I could leave so easily 
While friends are calling back to me 
I said they're 
They're leaving it all up to me 
When all I needed was clarity 
An someone to tell me 
What the fuck is going on 
Goddammit! 

Slippin' farther an farther away 
It's a miracle how long we can stay 
In a world our minds created 
In a world that's full of shit 

Help me 
Help me 
Help me 
Help me 
Bastard 

Please understand me 
I'm climbin' through the wreckage 
Of all my twisted dreams 
But ithis cheap investigation just can't 
Stifle all my screams 
And I'm waitin' at the crossroads 
Waiting for you 
Waiting for you 
Where are you? 

No one's gonna bother me anymore 
No one's gonna mess with my head no more 
I can't understand what all the fightin's for 
But it's so nice here down off the shore 
I wish you could see this 
'Cause there's nothing to see 
It's peaceful here and it's fine with me 
Not like the world where I used to live 
I never really wanted to live 

Zap him again 
Zap the son of a bitch again 

Ya live your life like it's a coma 
So won't you tell me why we'd wanna 
With all the reasons you give it's 
It's kinda hard to believe 
But who am I to tell you that I've seen 
Any reason why you should stay 
Maybe we'd be better off without you anyway 

You got a one way ticket 
On your last chance ride 
Gotta one way ticket 
To your suicide 
Gotta one way ticket 
An there's no way out alive 
An all this crass communication 
That has left you in the cold 
Isn't much for consolation 
When you feel so weak and old 
But if home is where the heart is 
Then there's stories to be told 
No you don't need a doctor 
No one else can heal your soul 

Got your mind in submission 
Got your life on the line 
But nobody pulled the trigger 
They just stepped aside 
They be down by the water 
While you watch 'em waving goodbye 
They be callin' in the morning 
They be hangin' on the phone 
They be waiting for an answer 
But you know nobody's home 
And when the bell's stopped ringing 
It was nobody's fault but your own 
There were always ample warnings 
There were always subtle signs 
And you would have seen it comin' 
But we gave you too much time 
And when you said that no one's listening 
Why'd your best friend drop a dime 
Sometimes we get so tired of waiting 
For a way to spend our time 
An "it's so easy" to be social 
"It's so easy" to be cool 
Yeah it's easy to be hungry 
When you ain't got shit to lose 
And I wish that I could help you 
With what you hope to find 
But I'm still out here waiting 
Watching reruns of my life 
When you reach the point of breaking 
Know it's gonna take some time 
To heal the broken memories 
That another man would need 
Just to survive

Os monstros ainda gostam de bolachas...

'I think over again my small adventures,
My fears,
Those small ones that seemed so big,
For all the vital things
I had to get and to reach;
And yet there is only one great thing,
The only thing,
To live to see the great day that dawns
And the light that fills the world.'

Anonymous (Inuit, 19th century)

Sabem... 
Não tenho muito jeito para lidar com (algumas) pessoas, é verdade! 
Sei dizer o que penso, sei criar o efeito pretendido mas tenho uma dificuldade tremenda em integrar-me, ou até...sentir-me integrado, sempre foi assim... 

Nunca fui muito de religiões ou superstições de qualquer outro género e acho que o destino (caso realmente exista...) não passa de uma sucessão de pormenores que depois nos limitam o futuro às opções que restam...há sempre escolha, o único problema é que eu nem sempre faço as escolhas erradas ou certas, por vezes apenas escolho as desnecessárias, mas acho que todos passam por isso. 
Uma coisa que me poderá tornar mais sociável são alguns copos em demasia, porque realmente nunca necessitei muito de drogas porque estas me limitam os gostos e eu sempre quis fugir disso. Inevitavelmente poderei um dia cair porque precisarei de morfina tendo em conta que por vezes se sente o mundo como ele realmente é... feio que se farta. 
Mas claro...não todos os dias! 

No entanto, sempre aparece alguém que descobre algo em nós e em que nós vê como realmente...somos. 
Alguém que faz o click... 
A paixão faz com que os erros e infortúnios do passado deixem de existir, que o presente é perfeito e o futuro o será também, uma droga muito pesada e que deixa cicatrizes quando somos privados dela... 
O Freud se calhar não estava assim tão errado, e a paixão e o amor são a doença mental dos sãos... 

As everything in life, comes together now 
I need your mind 
And everything is light, I remember now 
I see you rise. 
And all the lonely things, seem to want to change 
I'll sleep on it tonight. 

Ih-ah!! 

We don't even understand 
Something's going on 
We don't even understand 
So how could this be wrong...ah! 
Ih-ah! 

I'm so in love with you 
...how could I? 
Ever be untrue. 
Am I with you? 
With everything I do. 
God I love you. 
I love you... 

We don't even understand 
Something's going on 
We don't even understand 
So how could we be wrong 

We don't know or care 
Somethings always there 
We see it's in own our hands, 
But we just don't understand.